wishlist

there are a huge number  of things that I adore and wish to have. maybe i can't have it but i still can wish. right?

1. A black two door E30 1JZ with M3 wide bodykit.
2. A flat black perdana evo 3 with alpha bodykit.
3. A red kancil L5 with mini cooper body kit full with audio system
4.A red blackberry playbook
5.A black Dell alienware.
6.Ipad 1 and ipad 2.
7.Iphone 4 with invisible casing
8. ahuge house near the beach with a huge swimmingpool.
9.A warehouse that can place all the cars
10.A xbox 360
11.A shop of my own with full black and red stuff.
12.Unlimited chocolate supply for a life time.
13.Designer clothes.
14.Designer shoes and heels.
15.Designer bags.
16.Superbikes!
17.ATV
18.52 inch tv
19.A huge garden where i can plant my trees.
20.A full set of swatch!

But the most important thing is.
21.YOU

Life would be great if I have all those things.but my life would never be complete without u by my side. ur the one that I needed the most and none of those things above can replace u. i would rather die, than live in this world without u,my friends and my dearest family. ur my life and love u pa. :)

need a husband.

this post i just copy and paste.

sbb this post makes me cry.

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Saya suka tengok jari awek saya...

Cantik betul... Sungguh!

Sampai takut nak pegang...

Bukan takut patah...

Tapi takut nanti jari kitorang tak boleh tolong each other

Di satu hari yang giler forever depan yang maha Esa...

Saya suka tengok rambut awek saya...

Cantik betol... Sungguh!

Sebab tu saya belikan tudung...

Bukan sebab jeles orang lain tengok jugak....

Tapi takut nanti terbakar dek api neraka

Di suatu hari yang giler forever

Saya suka tengok body awek saya....

Cantik betol...

Sungguh!

Sebab tu saya belikan dia telekong

Supaya mase die jumpa dengan Kekasih die Yang Utama

Dia lagi cantik dan berseri menghadap Nya.

Saya pun tumpang dapat pahala. Pheh syoknye...

Saya sedih tengok awek saya

Tak tido, tak makan rindu kat saya...

Saya pun macam tu jugak,

Ada problem yang sama..

Die tanya apa ubatnya?

Saya pun bagi die Quran untuk penenang jiwa...

Semoga lebih cintakan Nya dari saya...

Saya sedih tengok awek saya

Selalu pesan macam-macam kat saya...

"Makan, minum, drive elok-elok tau..

Nanti awak sakit saye susah ati bla bla bla bla" katenya....

Tapi bila tengok movie sama-sama burn asar maghrib gitu

Die tak kata satu aper pun...

Berdosanye saya....

Kesimpulannya saya memang sayang dia....

Nak jumper die giler forever...

Yang forever punye forever...

Di dunia dan akhirat terutamanya,

Janji nak share heaven sama-sama...

Bahagia selamanya...

Semoga kami saling mengingati,

Dosa sendiri pun infiniti...

Nak tanggung dosa dia lagi pulak lepas ni...

Semoga kami menginsafi diri...

Ya Allah ampunkanlah kami.....

Semoga kami dapat bersama selamanya nanti...

yes.

saya boleh.

aku bosan

 babi bilas biji biri biri buasir. berak bisa because bisul berry berry big. borong bas besi banyak bising bawa basikal. bengang bila beruang bawa buluh besar besar biar berselerak bersama buah banana. bila bagi bikar berisi biskut biri biri babi beruang berkejaran berebut bikar bersama. bila bikar burst. binatang bergelimpangan breakdance berkumpulan. begitulah berita berani barisan binatang baru.

terima kasih

thanks smua yang bace ek. 

:)

love is simple

Don't chase the one you want. Love the one you're with. Make space for loyalty. ♥

trapped

i feel like going out and have fun. im tired of being at home. im tired of being trapped. i wanna go to mcd and hang out with friends. and laugh all night long. i wanna stay all night. and talk about nothing. i wanna look at the stars. and pretend to touch the moon. i wanna be outside. where i can run round and around in the parking spot. im tired of being stuck inside.

:)

marry me.. 

today and everyday..

what is your definition of entertainment?

friends.

Ask me anything . shoot !

my life is so fucking perfect

there are times when i wish that i was never born. there are times that i wish that i would die. there are times that makes me wonder what are the purpose of me being alive. there are times that makes me feel like i am nobody.

but sometimes. those things just vanish into thin air as soon as i meet them. my friends. my family. my friends are the coolest ever. they make me laugh and they make me cry. they are the perfect companions. any days without them sucks. they complete my life. when there are times that i wish that i was never born. i would think of them. if i was never born. i would never met them. i would never have this much fun. i would never learn the true meaning of honesty and loyalty. there are times that i wish that i would die. i would think of them. they are my world. i don`t mind living, as long as i have them by my side. when i ever wondered what are the purpose of me living, i would think of them. i want to make them proud. i want to make them laugh. i just want them to be happy. there are times that i feel like im a nobody. they make me realize. as much as i need them in my life, they need me too. that are what friends for. 

im a somebody.

:)

hip hip..

horraaaayyyyy!

:)

FACT 1

FACT: do u know humans cant even shut their fucking mouth up?

there are alot to say. but their locked inside my head. preventing me from expressing myself. from telling u people about what im feeling. im not the kind of girl who would walk up to people and start talking about problems. i prefer to keep it inside. i prefer to suffer alone. yes. there are people who would never see me snap. like a dried twig that u step on. no one really know how am i when im really angry. i prefer to keep it bottled inside me. rather than letting it all out. yes. maybe one day, i might burst into flames. turn into a super saiya and fly high up in the sky and destroy all the planets except pluto. :)

people talk and talk and talk. but they never think. worlds can really hurt. and the scars remain forever. stop talking and start caring. please.

love is blind

yes. memang cinta itu buta. cinta itu hanya tipu daya hati dan perasaan. yes. maybe ramai orang ramai kisah cinta nya. tapi siapa tau? maybe si dia tu orang yang korang cari slama ni. aku tak nafikan memang penat nak cari cinta. lagi lagi kalau dah banyak kali putus cinta. hmm. tapi nak buat cane kn. we never know.

memang tak nafi. cinta buat kita buta. kalau ikut pengalaman. memang dh hancur luruh dah hati aku skang. because of love, everything seems perfect. everything seems normal. dari pandangan mata orang lain? susah kan. kalau aku dengar cakap housemate aku dlu, tak kan aku jadi macam ni. shit! memang sangat sangat menyesal. tapi. nk buat cane. dh nasib badan. lepas tu aku sedar. memang penting dengar pendapat orang. sebab. jeng jeng jeng. kalau aku xdengar pendapat orang, aku tak kan tau orang dok guna aku untuk shopping. hahahahahahaha! bodoh gila. rasa nak sepak je. sumpah mnyampah kalau pikir pikir balik.

let bygone be bygone. bia la. malas aku nak peduli pasal beliau dah. lantak la. berbalik kepada cerita asal. yesssssss... cinta itu buta. love is blind. kattelei dey palette. haha! tu bahasa mana ntah aku blaja. aku pon tibai je la. im happy now. im happy with my life. my family. my super special someone. my crazy yet loyal friends.

i love u guys so fucking much! :)

aku xtau aku mrepek ap.