30th december

hi. 

as i was saying before. ive started studying again. im taking civil engineering now. its been super duper hard. after long years of playing around, i now have to start using my brain again. hmmphh. a lot of hard work are put into places. have to be super dicipline too. 

but somehow, after the first semester, when the results are out, i think my heart broke. my results are in! i really think i did good, but somehow good is not enough. i didnt fail, i just think that i deserve better. :(

however, now im in my second semester and hopefully, my result will be better. i did do all i can for this semester. and with the help of one of my chinese friend, i manage to go through everything. fingers crossed. pray hard.

amin.