ayie and lil baby monster

ive made ur tears falls. im so sorry ayie. im so fucking sorry. i miss u a lot bro. i miss u so much that it hurts. i miss u so much that every time something reminds me of u, my eyes flowed with tears. i miss u a lot. there are times that i wish that ur here. there are time that i wish that u were never gone. i wish that ur here, sitting next to me. eating all the rice and left the main part. u always say that ur saving the best for last. u would always be there listening to me babbling about stuff that doesnt really matter. aboout classes, about friends, about health. i talks a lot kn ayie. and u would just sit there and listen. listen to every words. laugh ur asses of with each and every jokes. even though it isnt funny at all. you would ask me where would we go next, and i dont have the answer. so we would just go around and around the block until we have someplace to go to. that one time that u refuses to talk to me, that is the hardest part. i need to talk to u and i want u to listen. when u did come to penang a few days back, i cried. i just miss u so much that i cant believe my eyes that ur there standing next to me. i wish u would never have to go. but u said that u got work to do. i didnt have the chance to tell u about my life here without u. i didnt have the chance to share my part of the stories. i didnt have the chance to crack jokes and listen to ur laughter. when i finally realize that ur really here, ur about to leave. leaving me here. god. i miss u ayie. when u finally drive away, i cried. i could only shake ur hands before u leave. i dont want to be around u too long, as i would definitely cry my eyes out. im sorry ayie. im really sorry for being such a baby. im sorry. please forgive me. :( from the bottom of my hearts. i miss u.

xoxo

ur lil sis
emma

p/s: lenkali dtg bawak awek. jgn sorg sorg. keta tu besar. haaa. :)

rumah

balik rumah
bilik aku bsepah gila macam tongkang pecah. gila la. dah xley nak tengok lantai dah. ish ish ish. rasa malas gila nak kemaskan bilik. saat saat ni la paling bes kalau ad orang gaji. ish. xbaik kn kn kn. tp leteyyyy. hahaha. oh ya. nak cat bilik. tu pon kalau rajin la. hmm. nak cat warna merah. dan hitam. waahhh. bes bes bes. kn kn kn.


beza tinggal kat sarawak dan tinggal kat penang macam langit dan bumi.
bilik kat penang kongsi dengan kawan kawan. bilik kat sarawak aku sorang yang punya. bes gak ah kongsi bilik beramai ramai. macam muda muda remaja dok hostel. dapat sembang sembang, dapat gelak gelak. dapat tengok movie ramai ramai. walaupon kenkadang gelak tu terlebih. jerit tu ap lg. ishh.burok pngai. bunyi da lain macam. ish ish ish. kalau ramai ramai. xla takut sangat waktu malam. gelap gelita je rumah tu.at least kte tau ad org kat sebelah. kalau orang la. ishhhh. tamo tamo.

bab makan plak. xyah cta la. makan 24 jam. kalau kat malaysia ad sumo. da bole menang ni. makan kat rumah memang heaven. makan la sepuas hati. kalau habis, masak ag. bahan bahan dah sedia. duit xyah nak klua. xyah nak makan maggi sgt la kan. sehat skit. hahahahah! sehat la sangat. makan tdo makan tdo. ish. kalau kat rumah sewa memang susah. kalau xde duit dalam wallet, xyah klua la. dok rumah je. kalau kua g 7e tu, bkn nye ad atm. kna la gerak g atm yg terdekat, kat ptronas. wahhh. jaoh gila. tension nyah.

bab kenderaan plak. kalau kat rumah sewa, nk kena sewa kereta sewa. kalau kat rumah sendiri, nk naik keretaaaa... ap murid murid? kereta mak ayah. betulllll.. hahahahaha. minyak xyah isi.mintak duit mak ayah. duit belanja mintak kat mak ayah. kadang kadang kna saving gak. xde duit kn. kalau kat rumah sewa, kalau kereta sewa xde, dok la kat rumah tu. haaa. tgu janggut tumboh panjang sejengkal. memang bosan gila. ish ish ish.


walau ap ap pon, cane beza nya rumah sendiri ngn rumah sewa, aku rindu rumah sewa lebeyh. rumah sewa tempat kawan duduk dan lepak. gelak kuat kuat. gurau senda. manja manja. bermadu kasih asmara. ish. melalut. but still,i miss all that. hanging out with friends. i miss my house mates.